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lyrics
For years I lived in fear of when you would leave me on my own
Our namesake shared, yet you push me to nowhere
What have I done to deserve this hate?
You think you know what's best?
Everyday these mental scars leave my heart in a state of unrest.
I know your mine, I know I'm yours, but that doesn't mean shit anymore
Take me away
Take me away from this hellish place
Take me now
I'm trapped in this hellish place of mine,
No escape from this bitter life
This is not my home,
You are not my own
Locked up in my bedroom every night asking why?
What I did to deserve your wrath blackening my eye.
I cry myself to sleep, these visions tormenting me
Is this what you really think love should be? Fuck
Love is not supposed hurt this way
Who taught you to love with all of this hate?
I'm trapped in this hellish place of mine,
No escape from this bitter life
No hope for survival in this world,
Maybe I'm better off vanquished
credits
released October 5, 2016
Lyrics by: Blake Fontdevila
Music by: Chris Vrba, Dominic Delgardio
Tracked, Mixed, & Mastered by: James Lewis
Fusing ’90s metalcore, ’00s vaporwave, and ’20s cybergrind, the Texans' debut showcases an unprecedented unholy trinity. Bandcamp New & Notable May 17, 2023